Margaret Weis
I'm often asked, "Who's your favorite character?"
This is tantamount to asking a mother to name her favorite child! We love our
children for themselves, a love individual as each child.
It is true, however, that a writer comes to know and like some characters better
than others. Some I know better than I know my own friends and family! The
innermost recesses we hide from the world are clearly visible to our Creator.
Playing God with my characters, I see their weaknesses, their strengths, their
inner doubts and turmoil, and their dark and secret parts. Raistlin Majere was
such a character.
When I first met Raistlin, he was a name on a Character Sheet. I knew his "stats,"
developed for the Dragonlance roleplaying game. I knew he was a third-level mage
in his early twenties. I knew he was slight in build, wore red robes, and that
he was known among his friends as "The Sly One." I knew he had a
strong, well-built, powerful twin brother named Caramon. But he was just one of
a number of characters-Tanis, Sturm, Flint, Tasslehoff-until I read the passage
that said Raistlin had "golden skin and hourglass eyes."
"Why does he have golden skin and hourglass eyes?" I asked, puzzled.
"Because the artists think he would look cool!" was the reply.
This intrigued me. I had to know the reason Raistlin had golden skin and
hourglass eyes. In trying to solve this mystery, I was led to an understanding
of the true nature of Raistlin's character.
That he would be jealous of his good-looking, stronger twin brother was a
natural feeling to which every person who has ever grown up with a sibling could
relate. That he was not generally trusted or well liked by his peers was obvious.
If his friends called him "The Sly One," what would his enemies term
him? Naturally he would be the target of bullies, which would lead his brother
to protect him. It seemed to me that Raistlin would grow dependent on his
brother for such protection, but that he would, at the same time, resent Caramon
for it. Thus Raistlin would constantly struggle against a love as smothering as
it was nurturing.
The fact that Raistlin was of slight build and physically weaker than his
brother seemed to indicate a sickly youth, which might also be indicative of an
introspective nature, particularly if he was forced to spend time cooped up in a
sickbed. Such a childhood would have contributed to his feeling of alienation
from his peers but would later give him empathy for others in like circumstances.
That Raistlin would turn to the study of magic was again obvious. Of course, it
would be his elder half-sister, the restless and ambitious Kitiara, who would
lead his thoughts in that direction. In a rough and dangerous world her younger
brother lacked physical strength to wield a weapon. He needed some way to defend
himself. Magic was the answer, especially since he already showed some talent in
that area. Raistlin soon came to realize that magic was also the means by which
he could gain power and ascendancy over others.
All very intriguing, but it didn't explain the golden skin and hourglass eyes.
Certainly he wasn't born with them. His twin brother and his elder half-sister
were perfectly normal-looking humans. Perhaps his study of magic had caused this
transformation. He must have had to take a test to prove his abilities to the
wizards who lived in the Towers of High Sorcery.
What sort of magical test would they give young wizards? A difficult test,
probably extremely difficult. Otherwise anyone with a bit of talent could
declare himself a wizard. What if the Test required that a mage stake his or her
very life on the outcome? And what if something happened during the Test that
caused Raistlin's skin to acquire a golden tinge and to give him eyes that would
see the ravages of time upon all living things? Thus the Test in the Tower of
High Sorcery came into existence. It was during that Test that Raistlin had the
fateful meeting with the lich, Fistandantilus.
I became so fascinated with Raistlin that I wrote a short story about his
journey to the Tower to take the Test. I also came to know a lot about Caramon
on that trip. I saw Caramon's great inner goodness that to his friends would
seem a weakness but that in the end would be the rock on which he would build a
successful and happy life.
I'm still learning about Raistlin. With every book I write about him and his
twin and their adventures in the world, I discover something new. Raistlin is,
and continues to be, a favorite of all the many different characters it has been
my privilege and my joy to know.
Margaret Weis
August 1998
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